I was in Church this morning. I saw an old friend from our community who goes to our church. As we were talking she asked me if I was in a small group. I told her that my husband and I are in a couple's small group. I could sense that she was looking for a group. So... when I asked her about it she said she had been looking for one.
The Holy Spirit has been nudging me to start my own small group in our home town. Our church is about a 25 minute drive from here. Oh... Did I tell you I have never been a leader? Well, if you knew me you would know that I am not the kind of person to be a leader. I have always been the follower! What is God thinking? Me? I don't feel I am equipped to be a leader. I don't know a lot about the bible. What if someone asks me a question that I have no idea about? But when I think about it, when will I ever be smart enough to do this? I am the most messed up person I know!
When I told this friend I was thinking about leading a Beth Moore study she started to cry. I mean almost cry! She said she had been praying for a small group just this morning! Now I have to do this! I have a couple of other friends that may want to join in on the study! Which study do I do? I bought the c.d. version of the Daniel study in February when I went to see Beth in Detroit.
Let's see... Do I obey God and do this? Or do I just stay in my comfortable, safe life? I must admit, it is
To be continued...
9 comments:
Oh now I know why God led me to your blog!!
We are so similar! I am terribly afraid to speak in public. I use to have panic attacks when talking to a group of friends. That is how bad my fear gripped me!
God called me in Nov 2006 to lead a Breaking Free - Beth Moore Bible study at our church. I argued, told Him no, cried, begged God to not make me lead study. Instead God continued to confirm His call on me to do this!!
I agreed and it has been the BEST thing I have ever done!!
The JOY AND PEACE AND LOVE THAT FLOWS FROM OBEDIENCE IS AMAZING!! IT IS BEYOND ANYTHING YOU WILL EVER EXPERIENCE!!
(For the whole story you can go to my very first blog -new beginnings)
Anyway, you want to obey God. He trusts you and has called you for a reason!!
YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST JESUS WHO STRENGTHENS YOU
God bless you siesta and keep eme posted!
Kim
Of course you can pray about it for a sweet while to ensure His leadership.
And THEN you go get it girlfriend! lol. Of course we can't do it in our flesh - He's always going to call you to something that you are completely incapable of doing on your own. That's where He gets the most glory and you get the most joy.
I see Conorcolesmom posted on here and I'm glad! She's been through this EXACT season in the last few weeks here.
And ... in case the enemy tries to tell you differnetly: "You have been equipped for everything you need for life and godliness." :)
Good for you for considering reaching out and leading this way.
Yeah, I agree with connorcolesmom and Shelly. And what is it you have written on your blog headder??? Good stuff!
Maybe YOU can't do this, but GOD CAN!
BTW, I meant to tell you in the e-mail, I'm moving to Okemos.
Praying for God to do WONDERS through you! He is able. And as a plus, you get to make some new friends who love Him.
We help lead a base camp (small group) in the evenings at our house. It has been chock full of blessings!
Love in Him,
holly
Hey, I recogonize that Annie. Does she live near you? If so, how lucky for you.
You'll do fine. If God lays it on your heart, listen and act. He will give you exactly what you need.
Hugs!
Kat
Thanks for stopping by my blog. It's always nice to meet new friends, especially sisters in Christ!
Henry Blackaby (Experiencing God) says we need to find where God is at work and JOIN HIM there!
Sounds like you've seen many signs where God is moving and waiting on you to JOIN HIM. I think you have your answer, but fear is causing you to not take that extra step.
Girlfriend, I know all about it, cause I'm definitely a "behind the scenes" kinda person, but God will give you the strength and courage you need to do HIS will!
Much love!
Tracey
Get out of that boat sister! Yes pray, but I think God has already given you the answer! Praise Him! I cannot wait to hear how this turns out.
I remember before I got into Bible study that I was afraid to join a group because I thought I didn't know enought about the Bible. Duh - OK isn't that why we study was what a told myself. Joined a group and can't be without it. Then one day, someone, gasp - asked me if I would lead? Oh no, I can't do that, but I tell you - the Spirit kept nudging me too. I am our Small Group leader and lead Sunday morning studies as well. You can do it Siesta and I will pray for you every step of the way.
What I like to say is this: God is the leader - I just facilitate!
Keep us posted!
Hi Angie...
i'm new to blogging ( I almost typed bossing)!! How funny would that have been! Anyway...like so many of us, I was in the same boat as you a few years ago....at the tender age of 34! Way too young and way underqualified to lead a bible study! But...like you...i truly felt like i had to obey! Of course we do.....so, i would start off with Believing God or Jesus the One and Only....great ones to lead with as a 1st timer!! Anyway...i'll be praying for you.
Don't throw up.....HE will take care of it all!! You know that. Enjoy the ride and hold on tight.
This will be awesome!!
Blessings,
Fran
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